Healing

One step fore,

Two steps back..

Tumbling reversal,

I fade to black.

A tide turned wave,

This towering life,

What was once still,

Turns tsunami inside..

That stillness, serenity

I yearn for it

It's time, unshaken

Could I turn for it?

Tracing steps,

Introspect,

Filling my footprints,

As memory permits.

And then I see,

It finally dawns,

What was then seen calm

Was before the storm.

And then I gush,

In delight, I rush.

My head it says,

Right now's a phase.

Like calm like storm,
Before peace is felt,

There will always be pain.